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Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 - Moved
Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 - Moved
Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 - Moved
Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 - Moved
Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 - Moved
Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 - Singing
Thursday, Aug. 19, 2004 - Releasing
Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - Mircette and Mood Swings
Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - A private entry heavily edited for public viewing
Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - Wholeness
Tuesday, Aug. 17, 2004 - Dirty German Smut
Tuesday, Aug. 17, 2004 - Fodder
Tuesday, Aug. 17, 2004 - Quotes
Tuesday, Aug. 17, 2004 - Rejuvination
Thursday, Aug. 12, 2004 - monopoly
Thursday, Aug. 12, 2004 - Urges
Thursday, Aug. 12, 2004 - Cant...
Thursday, Aug. 12, 2004 - A war of the self.
Thursday, Aug. 12, 2004 - I <3 my boooooooyfriend.
Wednesday, Aug. 11, 2004 - Submission, Love, and /Love/
Tuesday, Aug. 10, 2004 - Silly Kytten, tricks are for rabbits.
Tuesday, Aug. 10, 2004 - soo many ouchies everywhere.
Monday, Aug. 09, 2004 - SOOS! SOOS! (Save our OS!)
Monday, Aug. 09, 2004 - My Weekend
Thursday, Aug. 05, 2004 - Sappy Subby
Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 - fluff
Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 - Another interesting Dream
Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 - Level's of Hell
Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 - Dreamily Me.
Tuesday, Aug. 03, 2004 - Scary Night
Monday, Aug. 02, 2004 - Music
Monday, Aug. 02, 2004 - Yesterday
Monday, Aug. 02, 2004 - Tattoed
Sunday, Aug. 01, 2004 - Not a Virgin
Saturday, Jul. 31, 2004 - ****Closer to Fine****
Friday, Jul. 30, 2004 - Levoxyl and Nicotine
Friday, Jul. 30, 2004 - Indescribable
Friday, Jul. 30, 2004 - ~
Thursday, Jul. 29, 2004 - Sexy Losers
Thursday, Jul. 29, 2004 - EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Wednesday, Jul. 28, 2004 - Constancy
Wednesday, Jul. 28, 2004 - Taco Night
Tuesday, Jul. 27, 2004 - Through the Night
Tuesday, Jul. 27, 2004 - WEIRD DREAM!
Tuesday, Jul. 27, 2004 - Estrogen makes you crazy,
Monday, Jul. 26, 2004 - Spiritual Me.
Monday, Jul. 26, 2004 - *******
Sunday, Jul. 25, 2004 - Weekend
Friday, Jul. 23, 2004 - Oh the Fetii
Friday, Jul. 23, 2004 - you stink like mink.
Friday, Jul. 23, 2004 - GOOD IDEA!
Thursday, Jul. 22, 2004 - a taste of Japan.
Thursday, Jul. 22, 2004 - The Sandman
Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - Catwoman
Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - Village Venture
Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - filler and fluff!
Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - Filler
Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - Moving Ahead
Tuesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - Anorexia
Tuesday, Jul. 20, 2004 - Innocence
Monday, Jul. 19, 2004 - Final Fantasy VIII
Monday, Jul. 19, 2004 - I Dont Even Understand Myself!
Monday, Jul. 19, 2004 - Insomnia
Monday, Jul. 19, 2004 - Poetry Cunundrum
Monday, Jul. 19, 2004 - Drawing Lines
Sunday, Jul. 18, 2004 - James Spader isn't that cute.
Sunday, Jul. 18, 2004 - KITTY!
Saturday, Jul. 17, 2004 - Busy Body
Saturday, Jul. 17, 2004 - Many Sides of Me
Friday, Jul. 16, 2004 - Get Email!
Friday, Jul. 16, 2004 - Cocooning
Thursday, Jul. 15, 2004 - ER
Thursday, Jul. 15, 2004 - Him
Wednesday, Jul. 14, 2004 - I need sex!
Tuesday, Jul. 13, 2004 - Therapy
Tuesday, Jul. 13, 2004 - My Car, Mike the sweetie, and Cameron the PAIN IN THE FUCKING ASS!
Monday, Jul. 12, 2004 - SICK! WHY!
Monday, Jul. 12, 2004 - nugh...
Monday, Jul. 12, 2004 - Walkin' on Air
Sunday, Jul. 11, 2004 - Daniel's Party
Saturday, Jul. 10, 2004 - I love my life.
Saturday, Jul. 10, 2004 - Goth Test ;P
Saturday, Jul. 10, 2004 - Happiness in a BDSM club downtown.
Thursday, Jul. 08, 2004 - George Casts Shadows.
Thursday, Jul. 08, 2004 - Fun Weekend
Wednesday, Jul. 07, 2004 - Dance with Death
Wednesday, Jul. 07, 2004 - Why I cut
Wednesday, Jul. 07, 2004 - Tourniquet
Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2004 - Grishis
Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2004 - The End of Cameron?
Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2004 - The Black Lotus
Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2004 - George's Cold Black Heart
Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2004 - S.O.S.
Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2004 - Taking steps forward
Monday, Jul. 05, 2004 - Consolation
Monday, Jul. 05, 2004 - so ashamed
Monday, Jul. 05, 2004 - Her Jagged Bones
Monday, Jul. 05, 2004 - She wanders
Sunday, Jul. 04, 2004 - Rambling...
Monday, Jul. 05, 2004 - I am beautiful...
Sunday, Jul. 04, 2004 - mmm...fleece-y....
Saturday, Jul. 03, 2004 - Daniel and Jen
Friday, Jul. 02, 2004 - Anna's Advice
Friday, Jul. 02, 2004 - Don't Know What to Do
Thursday, Jul. 01, 2004 - Rambling
Thursday, Jul. 01, 2004 - Childhood
Thursday, Jul. 01, 2004 - webcam SLUT!
Thursday, Jul. 01, 2004 - London is Calling
Wednesday, Jun. 30, 2004 - Yo' Daddy's so drunk, he saw some pidgeons and thought the sky was fallin'
Tuesday, Jun. 29, 2004 - Promotion
Tuesday, Jun. 29, 2004 - Once Bitten
Monday, Jun. 28, 2004 - For your amusment...
Monday, Jun. 28, 2004 - WILD!
Monday, Jun. 28, 2004 - A long day
Sunday, Jun. 27, 2004 - Grishis, please call me!
Sunday, Jun. 27, 2004 - Dizzy
Wednesday, Jun. 23, 2004 - BUSY!
Tuesday, Jun. 22, 2004 - Toby
Sunday, Jun. 20, 2004 - Relaxing Day at Home
Sunday, Jun. 20, 2004 - Blue Skies
Saturday, Jun. 19, 2004 - OK
Saturday, Jun. 19, 2004 - Demise, Final
Saturday, Jun. 19, 2004 - Chris's Fiery Demise
Friday, Jun. 18, 2004 - This is DONE.
Friday, Jun. 18, 2004 - Hurt
Thursday, Jun. 17, 2004 - The Dance
Wednesday, Jun. 16, 2004 - weird quizes
Tuesday, Jun. 15, 2004 - I Am
Sunday, Jun. 13, 2004 - Coming Out
Saturday, Jun. 12, 2004 - SMlicious
Friday, Jun. 11, 2004 - I am Beautiful
Thursday, Jun. 10, 2004 - "Precious Illusions"
Thursday, Jun. 10, 2004 - Job Hunt Continues
Thursday, Jun. 10, 2004 - Money Money
Tuesday, Jun. 8, 2004 - Never Enough
Sunday, Jun. 06, 2004 - Psyke.org?
Sunday, Jun. 06, 2004 - Mystery Deepens
Sunday, Jun. 06, 2004 - Cameron
Saturday, Jun. 05, 2004 - A Father's Love, Conclusion
Saturday, Jun. 05, 2004 - A Father's Love, continued
Saturday, Jun. 05, 2004 - A Father's Love
Friday, Jun. 04, 2004 - The Best Day of my Life
Thursday, Jun. 04, 2004 - Cameron kicked me out
Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 - The Hollow
Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 - Leonard Cohen
Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 - So Fuck'n Gorgeous!
Wednesday, Jun. 02, 2004 - Secretary
Tuesday, Jun. 01, 2004 - Cameron in the car
Monday, May. 31, 2004 - fish
Saturday, May. 29, 2004 - Paddles Birthday Party
Friday, May. 28, 2004 - Stupid Questions
Thursday, May. 27, 2004 - Happy Birthday to Me
Tuesday, May. 25, 2004 - Feeling Good Feeling Great
Tuesday, May. 25, 2004 - Goodbye Chris!
Tuesday, May. 25, 2004 - The Downward Spiral...
Monday, May. 24, 2004 - Second Entry for Today...
Monday, May. 24, 2004 - Secret Thoughts and Feelings
Sunday, May. 23, 2004 - Chris <3
Friday, May. 21, 2004 - a growing disgust
Thursday, May. 20, 2004 - The biggest mistake of my life
Wednesday, May. 19, 2004 - Space
Wednesday, May. 19, 2004 - I hate myself today
Saturday, May. 15, 2004 - set him on fy-ah!!
Saturday, May. 15, 2004 - wee Brandon ^^
Friday, May. 14, 2004 - Run to the Water
Friday, May. 14, 2004 - return of big blue.
Sunday, May. 09, 2004 - Once again, the over grown child pisses me the fuck off.
Sunday, May. 09, 2004 - Mouth
Sunday, May. 09, 2004 - FYI
Sunday, May. 09, 2004 - Legumes and fruits and fish oh my!
Thursday, May. 06, 2004 - somebody to love me
Tuesday, May. 04, 2004 - Touching Me
Tuesday, May. 04, 2004 - Mound
Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004 - Dead or Alive
Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004 - Breathe
Tuesday, Apr. 27, 2004 - She Sang to Me
Tuesday, Apr. 27, 2004 - Emptiness
Saturday, Apr. 24, 2004 - Hell in a Basement
Friday, Apr. 09, 2004 - Precious
Friday, Apr. 09, 2004 - Little Frozen Moments
Friday, Apr. 09, 2004 - In the Car
Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004 - A thought from someone elses signature
Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004 - Less
Tuesday, Mar. 30, 2004 - Why Am I a Slave?
Tuesday, Mar. 30, 2004 - Limbo
Monday, Mar. 29, 2004 - Florida Ink! ^^
Saturday, Mar. 27, 2004 - Yawn
Saturday, Mar. 27, 2004 - Give me money
Wednesday, Mar. 24, 2004 - Im a wench, are you?
Tuesday, Mar. 23, 2004 - Failure
Monday, Mar. 22, 2004 - Dazed and Confused
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - A New Adventure
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - Fog
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - Time Told Still
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - When one door shuts...
Friday, Mar. 19, 2004 - Born a Lion
Friday, Mar. 19, 2004 - Spanky Cheese Sandwich
Thursday, Mar. 18, 2004 - First Night Alone
Wednesday, Mar. 17, 2004 - kinky shopping
Wednesday, Mar. 17, 2004 - Ch-ch-ch-changes!~
Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - Private entries
Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - Moonlight Vigil
Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - It all feels so final
Sunday, Mar. 14, 2004 - Blooming
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 - How to Express
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 - Desolate
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 - Mother
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 - Soar
Wednesday, Mar. 10, 2004 - So Beautiful
Wednesday, Mar. 10, 2004 - Dirty
Tuesday, Mar. 09, 2004 - hurt me
Tuesday, Mar. 09, 2004 - Unjustified
Tuesday, Mar. 09, 2004 - Soft Malleable love
Friday, Feb. 27, 2004 - For all it matters
Friday, Feb. 27, 2004 - it hurts to be
Thursday, Feb. 26, 2004 - outsider
Thursday, Feb. 26, 2004 - The Ugliness within
Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 - bad dream
Friday, Jan. 02, 2004 - I cant stop the emotion, and I dont know what it all means
Friday, Dec. 12, 2003 - I finanlly told you "Fuck You, Susanne"
Tuesday, Dec. 09, 2003 - Constantly Knocking
Tuesday, Dec. 09, 2003 - Severed
Saturday, Dec. 06, 2003 - Losing Myself
Thursday, Dec. 04, 2003 - I HATE YOU!
Thursday, Nov. 27, 2003 - Lucifer
Tuesday, Nov. 18, 2003 - Happiness and Shame
Monday, Nov. 17, 2003 - A million times I love you, a painful goodbye.
Monday, Nov. 10, 2003 - Pain and Beauty, Love and hatred
Monday, Nov. 03, 2003 - A long awaited update
Saturday, Sept. 27, 2003 - New Day
Friday, Sept. 26, 2003 - The Move
Monday, Sept. 22, 2003 - Jenny you Fucking She-Bitch!!!!
Monday, Sept. 22, 2003 - My Submission to Settle
Saturday, Sept. 20, 2003 - Breathe
Tuesday, Sept. 16, 2003 - Addiction
Saturday, Sept. 13, 2003 - So much happening so fast
Tuesday, Sept. 09, 2003 - Big Bang Boom
Saturday, Sept. 06, 2003 - Outcast
Saturday, Sept. 06, 2003 - The Tale of Dharma and the Snot-Nosed Freshman Suite.
Tuesday, Sept. 02, 2003 - Church Quotes
Tuesday, Sept. 02, 2003 - Blanket over my head
Friday, Aug. 29, 2003 - From a Kitten
Friday, Aug. 29, 2003 - Daddy
Wednesday, Aug. 27, 2003 - Oh Panda we love you :)
Tuesday, Aug. 26, 2003 - kitty for you!
Monday, Aug. 25, 2003 - I sat in my Mothers room today
Sunday, Aug. 24, 2003 - The Stuffed Owl is Named Bill.
Saturday, Aug. 23, 2003 - A Fresh Start to a New Day
Tuesday, Aug. 19, 2003 - I Want a Sweet Transvestite?
Tuesday, Aug. 12, 2003 - Goodbye Mike.
Tuesday, Aug. 12, 2003 - Bound in Love
Tuesday, Aug. 12, 2003 - Sweet Surrender
Monday, Aug. 11, 2003 - Fucking Morons trying to be raised by their kid.
Monday, Aug. 04, 2003 - Doing it all Wrong
Sunday, Jul. 27, 2003 - Nameless Face
Wednesday, Jul. 23, 2003 - My Mess I have Made
Wednesday, Jul. 23, 2003 - Lyrics to "all my fault"
- Blooooood? Blud? Blub? bloob? blood?
- The Mornings
12:35 July 20, 2003 - Parasite
July 18, 2003 - Rambling confusing entry that doesn't make any sense to anyone but me and it doesn't even make sense to me, I think this is the longest description for any entry I have had, woohoo a record!
07/14/03 - Inner Demons
2003-07-12 - The Hole Grows
2003-07-10 - Return of old evils
2003-06-30 - The question I dont want answered.
2003-06-30 - Contemplations
2003-06-08 - Message found, same message every time, the words are useless.
2003-06-08 - Songs that Sing to me.
2003-06-07 - White Illusion
2003-06-06 - Im NOT Depressed!
2003-06-05 - Joyful
2003-06-05 - NY Vacation
2003-06-03 - Men. Why do they even pass the age of 4?
2003-06-02 - my sweetie
2003-05-28 - Happy Birthday
2003-05-26 - Fuck you
2003-05-24 - Just a little faster
2003-05-24 - V iolent Love
2003-05-24 - Succubus
2003-05-19 - It all goes black
2003-05-19 - Fade Away
2003-05-17 - -
2003-05-04 - Dear Mom
2003-04-27 - Punishment
2003-04-01 - So I guess Im forever Crazy...
2003-03-30 - Swan Dive
2003-03-23 - Its like all I have looked forward to was a mirage...
2003-03-22 - Call me a failure call me a tramp
2003-03-08 - DS by Dharma
2003-03-08 - o.0 kit go burn out! 0.o
2003-03-07 - Lamb Chops
2003-03-06 - Kit is well :)
2003-02-15 - Special
2003-02-12 - Through Unbleeding Eyes
2003-02-04 - Cynicism and Deciet
2003-01-14 - Out of the blue, a jackass calls out in the night
2003-01-13 - Feelings, nothing more than feelings
2003-01-11 - *@#%&?!
2003-01-11 - I love you I hate you I could live without you
2003-01-08 - Femme Fatal
2003-01-05 - Fight for a Smile
2003-01-04 - Get out I hate you
2003-01-03 - The Story of Z
2002-12-20 - Perfect Moment in Time
2002-12-15 - Hunter
2002-12-15 - I love you I hate you I cant live without you
2002-12-15 - Always
2002-11-30 - Darkness over Evergreens
2002-11-29 - Happy Thanksgiving
2002-11-24 - Screaming in a Sound-Proof Booth
2002-11-23 - Going away
2002-11-19 - I need help
2002-11-17 - Oh god I'm falling and I cant stop... oh help me...
2002-11-14 - a mess
2002-11-14 - The Downside of being me
2002-11-14 - Slightly Tightly Mighty
2002-11-14 - The Angel?s Dissension
2002-11-11 - My angel
2002-11-04 - I can love you long after
2002-11-02 - Life is hard
2002-10-31 - I hope Marby gets shot by a renegade pumpkin
2002-10-31 - The Nothing Woman
2002-10-31 - Untitled
2002-10-28 - Utterly Alone
2002-10-28 - Doom
2002-10-26 - A father or somthing like it
2002-10-21 - More Than Senioritis
2002-10-17 - Dreamer
2002-10-16 - Everything I know as an absolute is nothing more than a figment.
2002-10-11 - Failing my angel, and deserving of a rather harsh spanking *blushes*
2002-10-09 - Why am I always the thing less desired?
2002-10-08 - Precious
2002-10-07 - They Sat in Silence
2002-10-07 - Sanctified
2002-10-05 - Clausterphobic
2002-10-02 - My Blood, The Water, My Tears
2002-09-30 - state of perfect grace
2002-09-28 - Defective
2002-09-20 - The Cadged Bird Sings
2002-09-15 - No body Cares
2002-09-15 - Crying inside, smiling outside, shoot me.
2002-09-13 - My Real Family
2002-08-31 - Im Scared
2002-08-31 - Bad Chicken, no biscut.
2002-08-26 - Pretty
2002-08-25 - You fucking bitches
2002-08-24 - my angel!
2002-08-22 - Sexual Abuse
2002-08-21 - Magots
2002-08-20 - Cut off
2002-08-19 - All of my wonder only amount to a couple of tears
2002-08-19 - Force To Live
2002-08-17 - Nervouse Nelly
2002-08-16 - I love him
2002-08-15 - Sleeping
2002-08-15 - The Slutty Self?
2002-08-14 - Pissed Off
2002-08-12 - Fuck You Mary Jane
2002-08-10 - Fucking Chicken Heads, all of you.
2002-08-10 - Even Angels Can Fall
2002-08-10 - Volvo Magic
2002-08-09 - Strange Love
2002-08-08 - Chasing Happiness
2002-08-06 - Just put on a happy face...
2002-08-05 - INTERUPTING COW!
2002-08-04 - 1985-2003?
2002-08-04 - 3 Thousand Miles
2002-08-03 - Love
2002-07-27 - The Most Amazing Day of my Life
2002-07-25 - Good Example
2002-07-24 - Momma says Im a Whore
2002-07-22 - What a Great Fucking Day
2002-07-21 - Countdown to so much godliness
2002-07-20 - Neurotic As Usual
2002-07-20 - Marriage=Hell??
2002-07-19 - Psycho Fucked up Crazy Liar Bitch
2002-07-19 - a splitting descision
2002-07-18 - Morbidly Hideous
2002-07-18 - Chill
2002-07-15 - 32 Flavours
2002-07-15 - Emily Dickinson
2002-07-13 - Losing Myself
2002-07-13 - Jaza Hands!
2002-07-12 - Happiness in Your Arms
2002-07-11 - Man Hating Dyke
2002-07-11 - PINEAPPLE NO BAKA!!!!!!!!!!
2002-07-10 - Feeling loved
2002-07-09 - SuperHero
2002-07-08 - Medication Deprivation
2002-07-07 - Empty Without You
2002-07-06 - Aww Mommy
2002-07-06 - The Day the Whole World Went Away
2002-07-05 - I See Blood
2002-07-04 - The Pain is Taking over
2002-07-04 - Apple Pie, Banana Pie, and Confused Pie
2002-07-03 - Such a Crazy Bitch
2002-07-02 - You chose your freinds over me
2002-07-01 - Pineapple Rings
2002-06-30 - "Who am I trying to impress?"
2002-06-30 - Valium Eating My Flesh
2002-06-29 - Some Real Issues
2002-06-28 - That Boy's Got a Knack for Making me Smile
2002-06-27 - My Storm
2002-06-27 - Oh how the mighty have suffered
2002-06-27 - Mother is a whore
2002-06-26 - Riding off into the sunset again...
2002-06-23 - A FWD with wisdome and heart? wow! the apocalpyse is near.
2002-06-23 - Im NAUSEAS!
2002-06-22 - Levitating Turtle
2002-06-20 - Wrath of a selfish whore
2002-06-20 - Dead Cactus Fuck
2002-06-16 - Tainted Panties
2002-06-14 - I Hate you Jeremy Zucker and I Hate Myself for Loving You
2002-06-14 - Who Wants This Peice of Trash, Slightly Used, only $1
2002-06-13 - Heaven Beside You
2002-06-12 - I Hate Myself Today
2002-06-11 - dent-astrophy
2002-06-11 - sorry I haven't been chatty latley
2002-06-10 - Ordained Minister
2002-06-09 - second best again.
2002-06-08 - Soccor Mom
2002-06-07 - Lady Suicide
2002-06-07 - Blue Monday
2002-06-07 - Enter Dharma: the freak
2002-06-06 - the Ghonoria mall
2002-06-04 - no sleep, day 4
2002-06-03 - I'm So Dead Cause Mommy Said So
2002-06-03 - No Title
2002-06-02 - Falling Back
2002-06-02 - Never Better
2002-06-01 - Blue
2002-05-30 - Dad continues to yammer on.
2002-05-30 - Peachy! :)
2002-05-30 - Daddy's choice way to talk to his baby girl.
2002-05-28 - CPS is not my freind
2002-05-28 - By Myself
2002-05-27 - Happy Birthday to me
2002-05-24 - My Men
2002-05-23 - Vestige of Long Ago
2002-05-23 - Tidal Wave
2002-05-21 - Sin
2002-05-21 - Betrayal
2002-05-20 - Worst Bad Luck Day
2002-05-19 - 1 is the lonliest number
2002-05-18 - Inside a Mild Anxiety Attack
2002-05-18 - Something To Sleep To
2002-05-17 - Hurting Me So Good
2002-05-16 - Everything else Matters
2002-05-16 - The Bitch is a Liar
2002-05-16 - The Tempest
2002-05-15 - Oh What a Day
2002-05-13 - Im so stupid
2002-05-13 - Screaming Infidelities
2002-05-12 - Mothers Day
2002-05-12 - Manson Said So
2002-05-11 - had a bad day again, said she would not understand....
2002-05-09 - Wish
2002-05-09 - Ruiner
2002-05-09 - I hate myself
2002-05-07 - Perception in Key
2002-05-07 - Dear Failure
2002-05-07 - screwed
2002-05-06 - Hate Myself Thin
2002-05-04 - SATs
2002-05-04 - Panic Attack
2002-05-02 - Fuck You Fuck This
2002-04-30 - Going Once
2002-04-30 - Tarot
2002-04-29 - The 3 Year Old Drunk Speaketh
2002-04-28 - Happy Birthday Daddy
2002-04-25 - That Fucking Marry Jane
2002-04-24 - Happy 17th darlign!
2002-04-22 - Felt his Heart
2002-04-22 - Watch me Die
2002-04-22 - Feel Special
2002-04-22 - The Confession of the Broken Hearted
2002-04-22 - Still I Cry
2002-04-20 - 4:20
2002-04-20 - Vissions Apearing
2002-04-20 - A big day I cant remember
2002-04-19 - The Differance in Love
2002-04-18 - NYC and the Sexy Kitty
2002-04-16 - Tatooed
2002-04-14 - uncle wolf man
2002-04-08 - Hopeless
2002-04-07 - One Specific Instance
2002-04-06 - Normal Like You
2002-04-06 - No One Wants it...
2002-04-06 - Nothing Too Soon
2002-04-06 - 8th Grade
2002-04-04 - Depression like quick sand
2002-04-04 - Done Wrong
2002-04-04 - Bloody Knuckles
2002-04-01 - Everlong
2002-04-01 - still short
2002-03-30 - Closer
2002-03-30 - A Mass Proposal
2002-03-28 - Beat me
2002-03-25 - Zonkers
2002-03-22 - Murderer?
2002-03-20 - Suspended Again
2002-03-19 - Identity Crisis
2002-03-18 - Ice Pick in my Heart
2002-03-17 - Psychic
2002-03-17 - Giant Clam
2002-03-16 - Bitter and Broken
2002-03-14 - feeling ill
2002-03-13 - worthless
2002-03-11 - not right yet
2002-03-17 - Multiply Orgasmic
2002-03-09 - OBGYN
2002-03-09 - Random
2002-03-04 - Im Sorry
2002-03-04 - Kill me please, I cannot live this way any more
2002-03-01 - Pep
2002-03-02 - Stay Happy
2002-03-01 - SoNumb
2002-02-27 - Smile for me
2002-02-26 - stupid
2002-02-25 - Don't Make Waves
2002-02-24 - Inadequate
2002-02-24 - Party Sex
2002-02-23 - Feeling Loved
2002-03-06 - Everything
2002-02-23 - Reveiwed
2002-03-26 - Uninvited
2002-02-21 - Pandora's Box
2002-02-21 - Zippolicious
2002-02-20 - Memories
2002-02-19 - Octopussy
2002-02-18 - Cuddly Cold Morning
2002-02-17 - The Twlight Zone GetsTwilightier
2002-02-17 - Twilight Zone
2002-02-16 - Sick again
2002-02-15 - newt
2002-02-14 - Valentines Day
2002-02-14 - Rings
2002-02-13 - The Morning After
2002-02-12 - Life just keeps getting better
2002-02-11 - Nuisance
2002-02-10 - Mountain out of a Mole Hill
2002-02-10 - Mountain out of a Mole Hill
2002-02-10 - Trees
2002-02-09 - Out of Mouth
2002-02-09 - Writers Block
2002-02-08 - Helping the Helpless
2002-02-15 - Out of hand, into fire
2002-02-08 - Whats New
2002-02-06 - Never let you down
2002-02-05 - Hopeful Song
2002-02-05 - Roses With You
2002-02-04 - Freakshow
2002-02-04 - Trust No One
2002-02-04 - The Lump Fucked me Good
2002-02-04 - Judith
2002-02-18 - Bronchitis again
2002-02-02 - Lump
2002-01-30 - Head Over Feet
2002-01-30 - After Me
2002-01-29 - All I Really Want
2002-01-28 - There's a Poulstice in my Pants
2002-01-28 - Not Good
2002-01-27 - close minded people suck ass
2002-01-27 - Chicken Dogma
2002-02-03 - Maybe I'll Catch Fire
2002-01-26 - Strange Dream
2002-01-26 - Yackity Shmachity
2002-01-25 - Unstable
2002-01-25 - Hey Pretty
2002-01-24 - Me Hungry
2002-01-24 - >.< GRRR >.<
2002-01-24 - My Hands Are Tied
2002-01-24 - So Unsexy
2002-01-22 - Day One: Adventure into BOREDOM!
2002-01-21 - Peace in the Eyes of Our Fellow Humans
2002-01-21 - Army of Me
2002-01-20 - Hey Mister
2002-01-19 - Taco
2002-01-19 - Thank you Jesus
2002-01-17 - The Cadged Bird Sings
2002-01-17 - Math Regents Fucked me Good
2002-01-16 - Regents Blues
2002-01-15 - Save the Children
2002-01-15 - Sick as a dog about to be shot
2002-01-14 - Stressed, Pressure, crazy amounts of crap about to explode!
2002-01-14 - Losing my Religion
2002-01-14 - Blahbity Blahbity Yadda Yadda
2002-01-13 - Bored
2002-01-13 - Bitter Cycle
2002-01-13 - Give me Sin
2002-01-13 - She Talks to Angels
2002-01-13 - Carpe Deum
2002-01-12 - Time to get sappy
2002-01-11 - Final Fantasy 9
2002-01-10 - I want sex
2002-03-21 - Joyful Girl
2002-01-08 - Push me until I collapse
2002-01-08 - Short Fuse and a Long Jacket
2002-01-08 - Suspended
2002-01-07 - Blood in the bathtub
2002-01-07 - Black Lotus
2002-01-20 - Suicide King
2002-01-06 - ...
2002-01-06 - Menue-technical
2002-01-06 - Back to Nothingness
2002-01-05 - Brain Stew
2002-01-05 - Love me Hard
2002-01-05 - Its Snowing!
2002-01-04 - Hard Day Home
2002-01-02 - Youth Culture Killed Her
2002-01-02 - Wild Hair
2002-01-01 - Soft Skin
2002-01-01 - Explosion
2001-12-31 - Manic Mom
2001-12-31 - TWISTS TWISTS
2001-12-31 - Evolution
2001-12-30 - A big step towards Normality
2001-12-29 - Living With Scars
2001-12-29 - Kisses and Grins
2002-01-10 - New Theme Song, New Perspective
2002-01-10 - New Theme Song, New Perspective
2002-01-24 - Defencive
2002-02-03 - This is Done
2002-01-24 - lala
2002-01-09 - Suspended
2002-04-07 - All You Wanted
2002-03-03 - Its not fair.
2002-04-07 - *Stops tape*
2002-01-29 - Dissapointing the people that I love
2001-10-12 - Nothing and Everything
2001-08-20 - another psycho
2001-08-10 - Time and Time again
2001-08-10 - Death by nudity
2001-08-10 - Bitter Sweet Symphony
2001-08-09 - ouroboros
2001-08-08 - true freind
2001-08-06 - Only The Girl
2001-08-06 - bad day
2001-08-05 - Epiphany
2001-08-02 - dying
2001-08-02 - Attack #2
2001-08-02 - first attack
2001-08-02 - first attack
2001-08-02 - HELP ME!
2001-08-02 - Control
2001-07-24 - firecracker
2001-07-22 - With arms wide open
2001-07-22 - advice for a lost lamb
2001-07-18 - what I wrote to my love
2001-07-14 - Bed time story
2001-07-10 - a letter to my love
2001-06-29 - The worst thing that could possibly happen happened
2001-06-19 - Hurt
2001-06-19 - the fiersom for splitting up?
2001-06-18 - detatched
2001-06-16 - Drakkdeath
2001-06-16 - Revelation
2001-06-15 - Small crisis
2001-06-14 - Regents
2001-06-11 - What would it feel like to be in love again?
2001-06-09 - Invisible
2001-06-08 - Happy Dharma
2001-06-04 - My Guys
2001-06-03 - Museless
2001-06-03 - Goodnight my someone
2001-06-01 - Depression Sets in
2001-05-31 - we're okay!
2001-05-31 - ER, again, grr
2001-05-29 - miscommunication
2001-05-29 - jerk
2001-05-28 - Mother Dearest
2001-05-28 - please dont read this Zidane
2001-05-21 - Selfish me
2001-05-20 - Tired
2001-05-19 - Fear
2001-05-18 - Shakey, but okay
2001-05-17 - Doing better
2001-05-14 - ...lost it
2001-05-13 - Alone
2001-05-09 - Hate Mongers
2001-05-05 - A letter from my uncle Gary
2001-05-05 - The Panda Gang
2001-05-05 - Lost Woman Song
2001-05-04 - losing my mind
2001-04-30 - My Prayer
2001-04-30 - The Song in my Head
2001-04-29 - Honestly Okay
2001-04-29 - Honestly Okay
2001-04-29 - Smile, Smile, Smile, cry.
2001-04-28 - In or Out
2001-04-28 - Fixing my hair
2001-04-25 - Both Hands
2001-04-23 - Unrequited Fantasies
2001-04-22 - Its back.
2001-04-22 - playing with nursery rhymes
2001-04-22 - Fly
2001-04-21 - pissed
2001-04-22 - doy!
2001-04-22 - the dream less followed
2001-05-14 - losing it
2001-04-25 - Its over
2001-04-24 - With or Without you
2001-04-17 - Angel
2001-04-11 - GothGuy
2001-04-11 - feeling like a slut
2001-04-08 - Stuck, Again
2001-04-06 - A fall from grace
2001-04-06 - Gone Batty, back in five minutes
2001-04-05 - RESTRICT ME!
2001-04-05 - Poodles and Rain
2001-04-05 - Hey MORONS!
2001-04-05 - dear "daddy dearest"
2001-03-26 - Dreaming of Red Roses
2001-03-26 - To ME
2001-03-24 - Been a while
2001-03-24 - daydreaming of a nightmare
2001-03-24 - Mourning the death of tommorrow
2001-03-24 - My Doggy
2001-03-24 - Paint the Stars
2001-03-24 - The Wolf
2001-06-29 - Shitty Poetry from a sad sad girl
2001-02-23 - day-dreaming of a nightmare
2001-02-23 - Hell on Earth
2001-02-23 - my greyhound
2001-02-21 - A shallow moment of happiness?
2001-02-18 - Sex in the City
2001-02-14 - Sitges
2001-02-12 - Tellin' Stories
2001-02-12 - Praying For a Miracle
2001-02-12 - Faded Lilly
2001-02-12 - IDT
2001-02-12 - My beautiful Goddess
2001-02-11 - A thing like me
2001-02-09 - The Return of Zeebo
2001-02-05 - Forever Never
2001-02-05 - Sex, Drugs, and one cool Rock Opera
2001-01-31 - The After-Taste of Passion
2001-01-30 - the return of the razor
2001-01-29 - Singing on a porch swing
2001-01-29 - newbie twobie
2001-02-05 - out growing myself
2001-01-27 - Newbie
2001-01-27 - Sick
2001-01-27 - the end of Montana?
2001-01-26 - I had it wrong!
2001-01-26 - Sushi and chain-smoking
2001-01-25 - Show and Tell
2001-01-24 - I wanna live in my dream world
2001-01-22 - Sick of Your Bullshit
2001-01-21 - pissed
2001-01-20 - grumble
2001-01-19 - Dakota
2001-01-18 - Its beging to feel alot like hell
2001-01-17 - sushi
2001-01-16 - Forever
2001-01-16 - a rock in a hard place
2001-01-16 - Ordinary life
2001-01-16 - Vegetables
2001-01-16 - A life changing decision
2001-01-15 - jotty explination
2001-01-14 - Bidis and Briskit.
2001-01-12 - Denial
2001-01-11 - A tired dull day
2001-01-12 - Zoinks Batman!
2001-01-10 - The Calm Before the Storm
2001-01-10 - Paper Moon
2001-01-10 - innocent
2001-01-09 - a better day
2001-01-09 - More Poetry por vous
2001-01-09 - spifflicious
2001-01-08 - Broken
2001-01-07 - hmm.
2001-01-07 - So I wont Fall
2001-01-06 - welcome
2001-01-07 - A Tea Party for One
2001-01-15 - doop deee doo
2001-05-08 - Dad's Letter
2001-02-08 - Too Little Too Much
2001-01-14 - dorky little Dharma
2001-01-25 - The way I feel is sexual
2001-01-23 - Stupid girl
2001-08-05 - Fly Away From here
2001-02-02 - Too Sexy for my Cat
2001-01-20 - fucked
2001-01-07 - half awake
2001-01-19 - gold dot
2001-06-03 - Empty Vessel