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Moved - Friday, Aug. 20, 2004
Moved - Friday, Aug. 20, 2004
Moved - Friday, Aug. 20, 2004
Moved - Friday, Aug. 20, 2004
Moved - Friday, Aug. 20, 2004
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Click here and tell me what your thinking, or I'll stomp your butt!
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I was so upset about hte idea of breaking up with that fucking ass hole Pineapple. Im not anymore. I talked to him today about taking a break. he drove me to his house to get a bra, ( had left one there since I forgot mine today and I was really uncomfortable.) while I was looking through his draws to find it, I found another girls underwear. it said "Porn Star in Training" on them. he said they where his ex's. either way I dont like it. there was also a skirt and a shirt there. the two didn't really match, makes me think it was more than one occasion. I just threw them in his face. he laughed said it was nothing. I ran to the car and said "Take me the fuck to school" we got in the car he was pissed kept saying I was getting so upset over nothing. no apologies no nothing he sai dit was stupid. he didn't drive me directly to school until I told him to drive me the fuck to school or I would jump out the car while it was moving and walk. he kept saying I was acting stupid that it was nothing. I said "no, you know whta is stupid, me not breaking up with you when I found you with Morgan" and I left. we're over. thats it. No more shit. I've been cheated on before... whats wrong with me? this just... hurts.. too much. Agony, I want him dead. everyone does. Sexy Kitten may actually kill this boy. i told my father. Pineapple wanted to see the gun that the bullets from his belt came from, well maybe Dad will show him now. Lancelot is unreachable, I left my phonea t home today by accident. he said "no matter what, if you need me, just page my phone '911' and I'll know it was you and Ill call you right back" I never would do it I never wanted to inerupt him, but this is one of those times that I would page him. 911 a million times. I just want to die... Lancelot unreachable, locked in school with this pain, this betrayal, until my mother comes back. get me home, Angel, if I have one get me home...
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"Screaming Infidelities"
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
[1.]
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
[2.]
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
[1.]
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
[2.]
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
[Repeat Four times]
~Dashboard Confessional~
(slit my wrists kinda music is good right now...)
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